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[♪♪ mysterious music playing]

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[cane tapping]

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[wheezes]

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-[phone buzzes, chimes]
-[exhales]

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[phone buzzes, chimes]

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[exhaling deeply]

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[news anchor]
The citizens of Spain
woke up to uns that the body
of their oppressive
former head of state

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has been removed
from its grave.

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Generalissimo
Francisco Franco died...

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-[intercom buzzes]
-...in 1975 and was buried

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in a massive monument
that the Spanish government
later decided...

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Hi, hi. Uh...

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Go up the stairs, take a right,
Apartment 6.

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[Ashley] Here I come.

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[news anchor] ...fascist
in a more modest
state cemetery.

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But now grave robbers have
raided that tomb

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and took
Generalissimo Franco’s remains.

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Where? Remains a total mystery.

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[speaking Spanish]

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[interpreter] We will
not rest at night
until we know for sure

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that the hell-bent
Generalissimo is
back underground

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that the hell-bent
Generalissimo is
back underground
where he can do no harm.

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where he can do no harm.

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-[Ashley sighs]
-[grunts]

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Hi, Ashley.

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Nice to see you.

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Dessert.
Drugstore Mint Milanos.

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[♪♪ indie rock playing faintly
on speakers]

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[Ashley] Mmm.

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Damn, that’s yum. What’s in it?

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Uh, it’s squished tomato,
onion, garlic,

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but the mushrooms are
what do the magic.

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I actually...

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I made some stuffed guys too.

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Toaster-oven canapes? What,
am I at a lesbian potluck?

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[chuckles] How’d you learn to--

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[chuckling] No, I-I-I cooked
all my own meals growing up.

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And I thought
we were DoorDashing.

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-Oh, Ashley.
-Bro, I’m impressed.

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Well, I have to confess.

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The shells are prepackaged.

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[Ashley] Ooh...
[grunts, chuckles]

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Do they taste depressing?

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-Yes.
-[laughs] Aw.

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[sighs]

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Ashley, um,

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can I ask...

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-How I’m doing?
-Yes.

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-Yeah, Ben, that’s allowed.
-Okay.

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It’s actually
why I’m standing here

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dropping disability checks
on bodega Mint Milanos.

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Relax, I’m joking.

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You gotta laugh
to keep from screaming, right?

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You make it so... [chuckles]
...easy. Like, no wonder
Kira walked all over you.

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Oh, I’m sorry,
that was insensitive.

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Oh, I’m sorry,
that was insensitive.
Yeah, but maybe...

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Yeah, but maybe...

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maybe fair.

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I probably got, like,
a few footprints on my back.

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Still.

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[whispers] Sorry.

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How’s you, Buckaroo?

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Oh, I’m okay.

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Yeah, no, sleep is off.

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Fully off, but...

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-Your dreams are wack, right?
-Mm-hmm.

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Yeah.

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Hey, catch.

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Geez, caught that. [chuckles]

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I’m jumpy, you know? [chuckles]

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Like, being horizontal
freaks me out.

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It’s like my head’s afraid
to even hit the pillow.

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I just bolt right up
before I even fall asleep.

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Hypnic jerks.

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That’s what they’re called,
and yeah, me too.

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It’s a trauma response.

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Are you, like,
talking to anyone?

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Yes, um, I made a profile
on a teletherapy thingy.

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-I’m gonna do it
when I can manage it.
-Mm-hmm.

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I just started work, you know,
hospice care.

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It’s night shifts.

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It’s night shifts.
Good for you.

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Good for you.

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It’s your life and you are
getting back into it.

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I, for one, am sick
of people getting off

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on the gory details
of my survival.

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[chuckles] Yeah, that happened.

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Right. [chuckles]

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And I usually like
being objectified.

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[chuckles]

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To our health.

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To our health.

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[glasses clink]

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I mean, I was panicking.

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And Kira was, like...
[inhales] ...carrying.

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So I just dry pop a few
of her Xanibars and then
just mosey down the Jetway.

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-And then...
[clicks tongue] ...bam.
-Bam.

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-[explosion]
-[people screaming]

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The plane gets slammed
by a microburst.

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The plane gets slammed
by a microburst.
[people screaming]

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[people screaming]

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It was the Bermuda Triangle,
Ben.

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I mean,
the siding ripped right off.

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-[wind howling]
-[all screaming]

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And suddenly I’m dropping
towards the ocean
at terminal velocity.

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Next thing I know,
it’s weeks later
and I wake up from a coma.

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Find out not one
of my 13 girlfriends survived.

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Just you, me,
a couple of randos.

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Oh, and that pilot.

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Oh, yeah.
What’s the latest on him?

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Alive, but not kicking,

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and his lawyers have him
under lock and key.

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Anyway, I cornered
my orthopedist and I asked him,

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"How am I even alive?"

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Turns out it was the Xanax.

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Apparently the first impact
doesn’t kill you,
it’s the bounce-back,

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because, you know,
your ribs punch
straight through your organs,

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your spleen, your liver.

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But I was so twacked
that I didn’t brace for impact,
I just ragdolled.

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Whoa.

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What are the odds?

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Ta-da.

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I mean,
I definitely got beat up,
though. [chuckles]

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But, you know, scars are
the tattoos of survival, right?

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You can touch it if you want.

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-You sure?
-Y-Yeah.

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Okay. [chuckles]

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It’s literally pigskin. I know,
I’m becoming a human football.

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[Ben, softly] Whoa.

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[scoffs]

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-[Ben] Hmm.
-[sighs]

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Honestly, I think
it’s pretty badass.

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Honestly, I think
it’s pretty badass.
[Ashley chuckles]

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[Ashley chuckles]

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You know,
I heard what you did, Ben.

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Calling all the parents
of Kira’s friends who died,

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checking on them.

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You’re kind of a good guy.

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Survivor’s guilt, mostly.

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Still, it touched them.

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It touched me too.

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Can I ask you a blunt question?

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-Hmm.
-Are you ready?

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[chuckles]

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Do you miss her?

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Kira?

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Yes, of course I do.

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Okay, then
what do you miss most?

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-Oh, God, I mean...
-[chuckles]

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[inhales] If I’m...

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[chuckles] If I’m being honest,
the sex.

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No, I mean, togetherness.

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We were, what, only together
three... three months?

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You know, she was...

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Manipulative.

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Well...

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demanding when
it came to her desire for
certain things in particular.

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Or everything in particular.

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[smacks lips] Well,
she called it knowing
what she wanted. [chuckles]

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Is it awful for me
to say that most of the time
she was a real bitch?

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-[scoffs]
-Hey, come on.
Kira was the type of girl

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that would dip
your mascara wand in the toilet

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and then laugh
when you got a sty.

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I mean, you dated her,
you must know that.

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I’m sorry that
that was your experience.

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Is it awful for me to say
that I’m glad she’s dead?

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Holy shit, Ashley.

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Okay, I don’t mean
I’m glad she’s "dead" dead.

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I just mean that,
you know, like,
my body feels relief.

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Like, knowing
that she’s not... [inhales]

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...around all the time.
[exhales]

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And I know I’m not the only one
who felt that way, okay?

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I mean, I couldn’t make it
to her funeral ’cause,
you know, I was comatose,

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but what I heard, that other
than her parents and you,

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there was, like...
like, one other person.

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Like, someone from
her waitressing days. [scoffs]

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Was that even a friend
or, like, a funeral ghoul?

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I mean, I, of all people,
am aware

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that most of her girl gang
got wiped out,
but still, yikes.

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-Yeah, Kira was a force.
[chuckles]
-[scoffs]

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-She was.
-[chuckles]

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I mean, immediately
after starting to date,

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we-we move in together?
I mean...

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I don’t know.
Why did I fall so hard?

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Yeah. And so deep.

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Maybe a need for safety.

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Like someone femmy
and decisive.

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Like some idealized version
of your mother. [chuckles]

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-Yeah, something
like that. Yeah.
-[chuckles]

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Maybe Kira paid someone
to put a love spell on you.

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Like a "love me" roofie,
like... [laughing]

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Oh, my God. Whoa. Sorry.

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Whoa, I-I really
should not be drinking.

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I-I’m on these, like,
heavy antibiotics

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so my body...
[chuckles] ...doesn’t reject
these bacon strips.

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Makes me say the stupidest...

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Okay, maybe we should
just watch a movie...
[chuckles] ...or something.

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You’re not stupid. Not at all.

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-Yeah, let’s watch something.
-[chuckles] Okay.

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-I’m gonna finish this, though.
-[laughs]

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[♪♪ music stops]

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Blanket.

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[exhales] Okay.

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Question.

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Do you like scary movies?

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No, not really.

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Ugh. You big pussy.

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Ooh, I love Pacino.

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I don’t think I... knew
this was a Pacino movie.

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Are you kidding me?
He’s the best part.

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[whispers] Whew, I love it
when he gets all crazy.

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[♪♪ tense music playing]

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[Ben breathing heavily]

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-Ben?
-Sorry, I’ll be right there.

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[♪♪ eerie music playing]

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-Are you okay? [chuckles]
-Mm-hmm.

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What just happened?

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[whispers] God.

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Why am I so fucking lame?

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[breathing deeply]

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-What?
-I have, uh...

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I have triskaidekaphobia.

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It’s not a disease.
It’s a real fear
of the number 13.

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It started when I was a child.
Once I was walking...

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-Ben, are you serious?
-...through Times Square,
right?

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Just headed home from work,
and all of a sudden

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I see this huge ad for
moisturizer in giant letters.

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"Thirteen active ingredients."
[smacks hands] Boom.

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"Thirteen active ingredients."
[smacks hands] Boom.
My lizard brain goes Code Red.

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My lizard brain goes Code Red.

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All of a sudden,
I instantly vomit
and I black out. I collapse--

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Ben. Ben. I’m afraid
of the number 13 too.

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Why do you think
I took all that Xanax?

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-Are you serious?
-It was Friday the 13th.
Flight 13.

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-The 13th aisle.
-Yeah, that. All that.

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And Kira knew my whole story
and chose to just fly
in the face of it.

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What whole story?

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What? Kira...
Kira never told you?

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It was May, 2020. A Saturday.

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[♪♪ Hawaiian music playing]

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[Ashley] The world had been
on lockdown for months.

242
00:13:48,523 --> 00:13:50,827
All the plans
turned upside down.

243
00:13:50,961 --> 00:13:53,365
What was meant to be
my cousin’s Big Island
dream destination wedding

244
00:13:53,432 --> 00:13:56,305
turned into a sad
Jersey backyard luau

245
00:13:56,371 --> 00:13:58,476
complete with
a slow-cooked kalua pig.

246
00:13:58,543 --> 00:14:01,650
[guest 1] Okay, so
if we squint, we’re in Hawaii.

247
00:14:02,050 --> 00:14:03,554
[guest 2] Oh, pooh.

248
00:14:03,620 --> 00:14:05,691
-It’s nice
to get out of Gowanus.
-Uh-huh.

249
00:14:05,758 --> 00:14:08,496
[guest 2] Just enjoy
the fresh air
and stop thinking about this--

250
00:14:08,963 --> 00:14:10,500
-[guest 3] Careful.
-[guest 4] Thanks.

251
00:14:11,134 --> 00:14:12,336
[guest 1] Is this a joke?

252
00:14:12,403 --> 00:14:14,174
[guest 3] It’s probably
good right here.

253
00:14:14,942 --> 00:14:16,679
[platter thuds]

254
00:14:16,879 --> 00:14:18,717
Did they even ask
about dietary restrictions?
That’s sick.

255
00:14:18,784 --> 00:14:22,157
Just smile and nod.
We’ll get takeout
on the way home.

256
00:14:22,224 --> 00:14:23,961
Why are you covering for them?

257
00:14:24,360 --> 00:14:26,533
I just... I don’t want you
to spiral out about nothing.

258
00:14:26,566 --> 00:14:29,772
You set one foot
near your family
and... and you’re triggered.

259
00:14:29,839 --> 00:14:32,277
It’s just... It’s-It’s
the blatant disregard.

260
00:14:32,344 --> 00:14:34,849
-Excuse me.
-Hey. No, don’t.
Hey. Come on. No...

261
00:14:35,015 --> 00:14:36,953
Mmm, no. Sorry, Dad, but no.

262
00:14:37,153 --> 00:14:42,931
I think that we need
to acknowledge that for
this supposedly happy occasion,

263
00:14:43,065 --> 00:14:46,038
a sentient animal
gave everything.

264
00:14:46,104 --> 00:14:49,545
-A total bloody sacrifice
without consent.
-[guests murmur, sigh]

265
00:14:49,612 --> 00:14:52,250
[guest 1] I think
this pandemic is asking us

266
00:14:52,316 --> 00:14:55,657
to reevaluate what we need
to survive on this planet.

267
00:14:55,924 --> 00:14:58,697
We don’t need much,
just a roof over our head,

268
00:14:58,930 --> 00:15:02,370
someone to love, a simple meal
that we can prepare ourselves.

269
00:15:02,403 --> 00:15:07,079
This needless death
of a noble beast reminds us

270
00:15:07,180 --> 00:15:10,621
that we have all become
wasteful murderers,

271
00:15:11,288 --> 00:15:14,562
-each and eve--
-[pig squealing]

272
00:15:14,562 --> 00:15:15,931
[guests screaming]

273
00:15:15,998 --> 00:15:18,603
[♪♪ tense music playing]

274
00:15:19,705 --> 00:15:22,043
[pig squealing]

275
00:15:22,110 --> 00:15:23,580
[squelches]

276
00:15:23,580 --> 00:15:23,614
[squelches]
[guests screaming, shouting]

277
00:15:23,614 --> 00:15:25,650
[guests screaming, shouting]

278
00:15:25,717 --> 00:15:26,686
[oinks]

279
00:15:26,752 --> 00:15:28,790
[guests continue screaming]

280
00:15:28,857 --> 00:15:31,394
[pig squealing]

281
00:15:37,006 --> 00:15:39,645
[squealing continues]

282
00:15:43,721 --> 00:15:46,258
[squelching]

283
00:15:53,005 --> 00:15:55,042
-[squealing]
-[guest 5 screams]

284
00:15:55,577 --> 00:15:56,913
[crying]

285
00:15:57,113 --> 00:15:58,950
Open the door! Open, open!

286
00:15:59,017 --> 00:16:00,420
Open! O--

287
00:16:00,487 --> 00:16:02,423
[squealing]

288
00:16:14,447 --> 00:16:18,288
I was the only one
of the guests
who made it out alive.

289
00:16:20,492 --> 00:16:21,797
Thirteen dead.

290
00:16:22,665 --> 00:16:26,171
Butchered like hogs
at a slaughterhouse.

291
00:16:27,139 --> 00:16:28,375
Ashley, I wish
there was something

292
00:16:28,509 --> 00:16:31,448
-I could--
-Hey, I survived.

293
00:16:32,818 --> 00:16:34,521
I remain a lucky girl.

294
00:16:34,555 --> 00:16:35,991
[chuckles]

295
00:16:36,058 --> 00:16:38,697
I’m really more concerned
about you right now, Ben.

296
00:16:39,131 --> 00:16:41,503
I mean, Ocean’s 13 threw you?

297
00:16:42,671 --> 00:16:46,411
You know,
panic attacks are actually
your body distracting you.

298
00:16:46,478 --> 00:16:50,252
Each attack stops you from
having to feel psychic pain.

299
00:16:51,388 --> 00:16:55,362
If you ever want to unpack it,
just know you can.

300
00:16:56,699 --> 00:16:58,402
Yeah, where would I even begin?

301
00:16:59,270 --> 00:17:02,109
[scoffs] I don’t even remember
much of my childhood.

302
00:17:03,646 --> 00:17:04,782
I mean...

303
00:17:05,316 --> 00:17:09,357
Just years and years and years
of memories all blurry.

304
00:17:10,459 --> 00:17:12,196
[♪♪ eerie music playing]

305
00:17:14,835 --> 00:17:19,077
I know I was born
on a Friday, the 13th.

306
00:17:20,747 --> 00:17:22,517
My mother died in childbirth.

307
00:17:24,220 --> 00:17:27,160
My dad was ill-equipped
to raise me on his own,

308
00:17:27,293 --> 00:17:29,230
but there were
lots of people around.

309
00:17:30,299 --> 00:17:32,504
Coming and going,
checking on me.

310
00:17:34,708 --> 00:17:38,382
Neighbors from the playground,
uncles and aunties.

311
00:17:40,386 --> 00:17:42,691
They were from the same church
or something.

312
00:17:44,360 --> 00:17:47,433
Yeah, we always
skipped services. Never went.

313
00:17:50,740 --> 00:17:52,811
-[thudding overhead]
-[faint chattering]

314
00:17:56,318 --> 00:18:00,125
-[ceiling creaking]
-[faint, indistinct chattering]

315
00:18:02,764 --> 00:18:04,101
[thud]

316
00:18:04,502 --> 00:18:07,006
But they were so kind,
all of them.

317
00:18:07,741 --> 00:18:10,881
I don’t know,
it was like they kind of
worshipped me. [chuckles]

318
00:18:10,947 --> 00:18:14,254
When I was six, my memory
is a little blurry, but...

319
00:18:14,387 --> 00:18:15,958
-[water splashes]
-[person 1 screams]

320
00:18:16,025 --> 00:18:17,527
[people clamoring]

321
00:18:19,565 --> 00:18:21,401
[Ben] It was more blood
than I’d ever seen before.

322
00:18:21,502 --> 00:18:22,938
-[person 2] Somebody...
-[person 3 exclaims]

323
00:18:23,171 --> 00:18:25,242
[Ben] This neighbor had
fallen down hard.

324
00:18:25,409 --> 00:18:29,652
She maybe tripped
and fell on a knife
that she got from the kitchen.

325
00:18:29,652 --> 00:18:31,555
[people clamoring]

326
00:18:31,622 --> 00:18:35,831
My dad, he scooped her up,
put her in his car, sped off.

327
00:18:36,398 --> 00:18:40,305
Blood alcohol level at
nearly twice the legal limit,

328
00:18:40,840 --> 00:18:43,044
0.13%.

329
00:18:43,111 --> 00:18:44,716
[♪♪ mysterious music playing]

330
00:18:44,815 --> 00:18:47,153
He ran the stop sign
at the T-intersection

331
00:18:47,386 --> 00:18:50,860
and a pickup truck
slammed into them
at 70 miles per hour.

332
00:18:50,860 --> 00:18:50,861
and a pickup truck
slammed into them
at 70 miles per hour.
Killed them both instantly.

333
00:18:50,861 --> 00:18:52,564
Killed them both instantly.

334
00:18:54,668 --> 00:18:56,304
I had no one else.

335
00:18:57,641 --> 00:18:59,579
They just dumped me
into foster care.

336
00:18:59,979 --> 00:19:02,150
Luckiest people in the world,
aren’t we?

337
00:19:02,851 --> 00:19:06,024
Six sets of foster parents.
[scoffs]

338
00:19:06,525 --> 00:19:08,796
Always a new residence
every year.

339
00:19:08,796 --> 00:19:08,830
Always a new residence
every year.
Each one was a new form of bad.

340
00:19:08,830 --> 00:19:11,201
Each one was a new form of bad.

341
00:19:15,142 --> 00:19:18,382
But there was one woman,
Martha.

342
00:19:21,589 --> 00:19:23,659
Martha just wanted to be a mom.

343
00:19:24,494 --> 00:19:26,398
She called me "sonny boy."

344
00:19:27,768 --> 00:19:30,708
She had handmade decorations
for every holiday.

345
00:19:30,774 --> 00:19:33,613
Hot breakfasts
and Sunday suppers.

346
00:19:33,680 --> 00:19:35,216
Oh, she just...

347
00:19:35,717 --> 00:19:38,756
She spent every day making
that house a home for me.

348
00:19:41,563 --> 00:19:43,900
And then, on my 13th birthday,

349
00:19:45,537 --> 00:19:46,672
she died,

350
00:19:48,075 --> 00:19:49,645
at home.

351
00:19:50,345 --> 00:19:51,816
Pancreatic cancer.

352
00:19:54,822 --> 00:19:56,759
Did you tell her how you felt?

353
00:19:57,394 --> 00:19:59,632
Yes. [sniffles]

354
00:20:00,232 --> 00:20:02,336
At the end, I was with her.

355
00:20:05,577 --> 00:20:07,781
-That’s why--
-Why you do what you do.

356
00:20:08,516 --> 00:20:10,419
Your 13th birthday.

357
00:20:11,623 --> 00:20:14,695
You just... You lose track
or you lose your mind.

358
00:20:16,899 --> 00:20:20,874
And then, Kira, she was
the last time I really...

359
00:20:20,907 --> 00:20:22,777
[Kira giggles]

360
00:20:23,278 --> 00:20:25,249
That I felt like I was home.

361
00:20:27,521 --> 00:20:28,589
[sniffles]

362
00:20:30,025 --> 00:20:33,566
-[chuckles] Oh, man, I’m sorry.
-[whispers] No, it’s okay.

363
00:20:36,337 --> 00:20:37,941
[Ben breathes shakily]

364
00:20:41,882 --> 00:20:43,418
[♪♪ somber music playing]

365
00:21:53,593 --> 00:21:54,761
[♪♪ music stops]

366
00:21:59,838 --> 00:22:01,742
king in distance]

367
00:22:08,121 --> 00:22:10,392
[Ben exhales deeply]

368
00:22:14,033 --> 00:22:16,004
-Hi.
-Morning.

369
00:22:21,481 --> 00:22:24,387
Oof. [softly]
Sorry about the scratches.

370
00:22:25,757 --> 00:22:28,663
-I got a little carried away.
-[chuckles]

371
00:22:57,788 --> 00:23:00,092
You wait right here,
you little freak.

372
00:23:17,059 --> 00:23:18,461
[chuckling] Jesus.

373
00:23:24,641 --> 00:23:26,244
Hi. [chuckles]

374
00:23:26,311 --> 00:23:28,716
-Should I just hop in?
-Yeah, go for it.
It’s all yours.

375
00:23:33,559 --> 00:23:36,298
Mmm. Cute little tramp stamp
you got there.

376
00:23:36,832 --> 00:23:38,536
What?
What are you talking about?

377
00:23:38,603 --> 00:23:39,938
Above your butt.

378
00:23:40,205 --> 00:23:43,078
"616." Your hometown area code?

379
00:23:43,580 --> 00:23:45,082
[chuckles]

380
00:23:47,620 --> 00:23:48,790
What is that?

381
00:23:49,223 --> 00:23:50,392
What do you mean?

382
00:23:50,694 --> 00:23:51,729
You didn’t draw...

383
00:23:51,796 --> 00:23:53,633
[♪♪ tense music playing]

384
00:23:53,700 --> 00:23:55,503
Did you draw on me
or something?

385
00:23:55,670 --> 00:23:57,473
[Ashley] No, I-I didn’t.

386
00:23:59,044 --> 00:24:00,046
[Ben gasps]

387
00:24:00,112 --> 00:24:02,049
[softly] What is that?

388
00:24:02,116 --> 00:24:04,120
[Ashley] Did any of
those wicked foster parents
ever, I don’t...

389
00:24:04,187 --> 00:24:05,389
Like, burn you?

390
00:24:05,456 --> 00:24:06,825
Jesus. No.

391
00:24:10,166 --> 00:24:12,236
Well, that’s not ink.
It’s a brand.

392
00:24:12,236 --> 00:24:12,269
Well, that’s not ink.
It’s a brand.
[♪♪ tense music continues]

393
00:24:12,269 --> 00:24:14,106
[♪♪ tense music continues]

394
00:24:17,681 --> 00:24:19,584
[♪♪ music intensifies]

395
00:24:21,822 --> 00:24:22,992
[♪♪ music ends]

396
00:24:23,325 --> 00:24:25,630
[♪♪ mysterious music playing]

397
00:26:00,686 --> 00:26:01,889
[♪♪ music ends]